I tired sia... ytd nv realli gotta slp.. cOs thinking of him lo.. haiz.. stupid hUh..? dunno lehx.. cant help oso.. u know wad.. todae sch was a disater.. i seriousli feel left out.. yes yes yes!! i feel left out!! ahhhh.. he has tuition todae.. i'm still hoping tt he'll msg me one dae.. I MISS HIM.. piangx.. wad a foOlish me.. sian.. todae went westmall with Law.. Bel.. ws.. da jie.. wen ting.. n him lo.. haiz... we went to eat swensense.. he kept msging.. sian.. how m i suppose to b happi when i actualli know he is msging her..? yes, i'm jealous lo.. bUt he dun give a damn man.. i know.. mY moOd was lOw.. throughout e whole outing lo.. bOred.. now we wun as close as b 4 le.. cOs.. he's attached.. he's not online.. oR has he blOck me..? i gUess i'm thinking toO much... i wan to stop thinking... can someone help me!!!! mOi phone is damn bLoody quite nowadays.... ahhhhh i think i'm jUx going crazy... izit wrong to lOve someone...?? i m suffering.. gOing to sch.. lOoking at him.. missing him.. go hOme.. (my everydae schedule) wad kind of life m i leading...? -Dreaming..- jUx let e dream continue...
p/s: jOsh is still not toking to us.. -dead-