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Day Dreaming.. =.= alone at NUS now... so stOne... dUnno wad to do.. have been studying 4 days.. but nth gets into my head.. haa.. i m nOt feeling good at all.. can somebody tell me how to lead a happy life.. i wan my smile back.. i need to remember how to smile.. haiz... i dun wan to put up a strong front anymore.. sometimes i jUx wan to gO into a lOng lOng coma.. cOs with tt.. i dun have to worry about those stupid stuff anymore.. stuff tt is alwaes bothering me.. when i dun even know wad izit.. =( all i have to do is slp.... fall into a long long slp..... let others know e feeling of suffering.. ppl will nv learn when things dun happen.. let others understnad ho0w i feel.. haiz.. i m being selfish ... yes... i dun wan to be generous anymore.. why mUx i be an angel.. why mUx i change..?? being gOod to others.. ppl dun appreciate nor remember u.. on the other hand.. being a devil with evil tOts n doings.. ppl wOuld remember u 4 life.. for wad u did...

wad i dun understand is... why mUx i change tO let myself suffer...? these 2 days.. i have been thinking.. in deep tOts... number of qns pOp out frm my head...

wad makes me change..?
why mUx i change..?
will i be back to my usual self ever again..?
m i happier in this way...?
will i lead a better life if i m who i used to b..?

e past me.. dun get bothered by things like:

schOol works..(who cares if i pass or fail..? it's jUx a grade..)
Frenx..(u wan u cOme.. if not.. i wun lOok 4 u.. who u think u r..? i can survive without any..)
Life..(i lead my life.. chiong all e wae.. wad i think is right.. i'll dO.. no 2nd tOts..)
LOVE..(argh.. sUckx... i dun even think abt it...)

I dunNo wad has strike me..! i wun be bOthered by gUys last time.. wad izit Now..? wad izit.. whY mux i care so mUch... when ppl dun even bOther bout me..? who m i tO care wad he did was right or wrong... we r not related anywae... we r jUx frenx... purely fren n nth mOre than tt.. i dun wan me to b e me i m todae.. i wan e carefree Old me.. whereby i cOme n gO anytime i wan.. n dun bother bOut others.. n hOw they feel.. nO.. i dun care.... I SWEAR I WUN CARE... will i be able to do it....? it remains unanswered... <=~(