tired of putting up a smile
tired of showing courtesy
tired of being polite
tired of giving in
tired of accomodating
tired of forgiving
tired of compromising
sick of being ignored
sick of being extra/left out
sick of acting as a spare to others.
I'm tired of not being myself...
Why m i always accomodating others just b cOs i hate conflicts? or giving in cos i'm so afraid of not being accepted? I'm such a hypocrite.
Ppl come when they need u, go off when they have someone better. Or rather i'm just a "spare" criteria.
Who e hell is there when i need em.. who e hell cares for me sincerely? i treat everyone whole heartedly.. Wad bullshit i get? Why mux i care when ppl is unhappy. WHY?!
stop saying i m great or wadever. If i m great, why i suffer so much fucking things tt others dun? Humans are frightening..
I hope i can stop giving myself bullshit excuses to make me feel just a tiny little better.
Priscilla is lousy,
Lousy is Priscilla,
I m lousy.
I've nv felt worse b4.
Labels: lousiest day in live